Pulau Perhentian

Scenes of Pulau Perhentian ^^

I spent more than RM 650 during this trip >_<"

Worth?

Judge by your own

Lastly sure is my ss picha la =p lolx

I'm so dark now >_<

Sunburn sommo

Result of din apply sunblock

HAIZ

I hate today - I hate myselves

I hate 6th of May!!
I hate 6th of May more than 4th of Aug and 18th of Jan

I HATE MYSELVES!!
BEING SO WEAK AND STUPID
Cried twice in a day
During midnight and followed by evening after chemistry paper
ISH
1st time I cried for my exam result

I knew that my chemistry paper won't do well under such condition
Yet
I never think that I might fail in this paper
I left 60marks blank
It will really be a miracle if I'm able to pass

Knowing the truth
Is it a good thing to me?
I don't know

There will be not me anymore if I change
Yet
Should I change?

Nah
Too bad there is no sheesha around here
But glad that there still have alcohol with me

Duh..
I didn't get drunk

I'm such a failure
Can't help

I will be fine

Will I die soon?

Face pale

No energy
Feeling fatigue all the time

Eyes swollen like frog
Eyes like turning into yellow in color
Eyes surrounding, lips, ears feel so dry

Hand shaking like hell during midnight
Cant sleep during night time
Yet sleep like pig during day time

Will I get crazy?

And my academic result
What result will I get?

What else?

No need worry about me actually
It all are just small matters
I will recover soon ba
I guess so

I will drink 3L of water everyday
I will sleep before 1am every night
Morning walk? Perhaps
Stay away from alcohol? ERmm..
I can't promise bout all of these
But I will try

Thanks for
Your concern
&
Your care

I'm fine
Need not to worry about me
I will be fine

Frankly
I'm sad to hear that
But eventually I feel happy for you
I meant it

Random

2 days more

After taking my "Porperties Of Matter"

Then will be the end of my Year 1 Degree life

Si3n

I gained or lost during this period?

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New nameS gained during this sem:

Poh jing

-Call 浪子 better la, or out going? XD

Alcoholic

-I don't love alcohol =x

Smoker

-Sheesha once only wo =x

Emo kid

-Who will belive that I'm emo kid? XD

Bai ka zai

-Fine! I can't deny this

Kiddo Kiddy KiKo KiKilala @ Kit zai

-This name strongly oppose all the nameS above, How come a kid poh, drink, and smoke?

=Swollen eyes frog=

Good kid don't smoke + drink + poh

And definitely I'm a good kid =p

-Unless there are people who teach m3 bad lah XD-

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"Write hurts in sand
Carve happiness in stone"

I'm stupid
I don't even understand a simple word =p

Will miss you badly =(

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Will I be happy soon?
Soon =)

As long aS I have money to poh around with frenz XD

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Kiddo Poh-Jing's next station will be Perhentian =>
Before Perhentian there will be a BBQ + Lok loK too hehe =p

Ish
Bai ka zai
Anyone there willing to sponsor me? TT

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Thanks
To everyone
I appreciate all of the concerning from all of you

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